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9月29日

into the abyss, I fall..............................................................................................................................................

Fate has devious ways of finding ways to dish out pain. The only few times I let my guards low, it strikes to my weakest spot and deals me the coup de grace and I'm done.

I hear women says men are jerks, playboys and the unfaithful bunch. I think they're just as guilty.

How come the only few times I let my shields down and I came to know the same descriptives that I heard women using to describe men??? Am I just that unlucky???

Sigh, toying with feelings is always going to be unpleasent which is why I never do.

Losing faith in the opposit sex, I don't understand them, the flicker mindedness, the acting, the deceits. Don't know what to believe anymore so best to just believe the actions and save my brain cells from trying to make sense of what's happening.....Illusion never changed into something real.

spinning around.....

9月27日

singapore population statistics

http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20080926-90163.html

http://www.singstat.gov.sg/pubn/popn/population2008.pdf

Ok, it's a sat nite and I'm bored at home. Being a Virgo with an analytical mind, what's better to do than to analyse this recent published stats kekeke Nerd

Hmm, how does all these facts relates to me??? The more relevent info are in the pdf from singstat. After going through it, I think my chance to of meeting that someone is not high Disappointed

. Here's how I came to that conclusion.

Chinese females in the age bracket of 25-29 is 110.2K and 30-34 is 113.3K. After adjusting for my age preference, the number of chinese females might be 146K. Assuming the % of single females in 2007 is still relevent to 2008 then the available single chinese females might be 62K. Lets say half of them are not attached and is seriously looking, hence left 31k. Adjusting for religions, suitable background, etc which roughly left 7.6k and that's 0.16% of the whole of sg popluation....wah lau.

Really cannot rely on fate leh. Although the odds is better than buy 4d but still it's too slim liao, LOL.

At least I think my odds might be better than for the opposite sex though Tongue out

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9月26日

Why so serious? :)

If something is a fact, even though it’s harsh, just accept it and live with it. But not to take it in a pessimistic way. What’s the worse it could happen??? I suppose a slow and painful death of you or people around u that you really care about. Death is final in this world. Other than death, most things if one set their mind to it, with the right attitude and with the right conditions, most things are achievable.

Sense of humour is the lubricant that smoothes the tension and enables ones to work in tough situations. The ability to laugh at yourself is a blessing too as the humanity will draw people closer if the other people can laugh with you. If one can find such partners, it would be a joy to work with. However, these have to be without losing focus.

Being a Virgoan, I'm gulity of sometimes being too serious myself and too into the finer details. Over the years, have learnt to tell myself to 看开一点,不要太过钻牛角尖然后走进死胡同. 没什么大不了的, 不是世界末日. Even if it is, live life to the fullest till the end Light bulb

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9月25日

A day in Sept

Woke up with a headache and feeling dizzy due to the lack of sleep in the past few days. Think too much on things in my life....Anyway, got out at 8ish and travelled to NUH to see a therpist which was scheduled at 9am. Waited for almost an hour before she shown up which got my quite peeved as someone from the clinic called to see if I can change from the 9.30 appointment to 9 yesterday and I said "no problem". Anyway, when she finally shown up, she is apologetc and generally a very nice therpist. After the session went out paid my bills and headed to office and on the way had an incident which got me really furious and loss my cool. I was actually worried afterwards why I behaved that way and tell myself should just remain calm and handle the situation in another manner the next time similar event happens.

Anyway, the headache and dizziness continues when I got to the office. Straight away swam with work and I just feel like want to go home and sleep, but I know I can't.

Later in the day finally had a revelation on something that have been in my mind for the past few weeks. Thankfully my sixth sense hasn't failed me and I was mentally prepared for it for a while, but still it's quite a blow. Sadness, disappointment, relief and liberation from anxiety finally lifted from my chest. Now that I can finally move on from what may be something special.

blogging now cos I can't work and think straight with all these swirling in my head ....

hope tomorrow will be a better day.....

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9月19日